veevimeow_404 - Flashes of Fake Memories (Full Album 2024)

Hi, this is my first full-fledged album, which I have been creating gradually for a long time. For me, it’s an expression of my emotions and difficulties in my life. I will divide this album into a couple of stages and tell you about them. - STAGE 1: This part of the album touches on my loneliness and wandering in my thoughts about what I should do and who I should be. I often went into small near-depressive states, only occasionally doing something to soften my boring days. There were times when I didn’t talk to anyone for weeks, but just walked the streets at night and tried to distract myself with it. You’re Finally Here — The first song on the album is the usual sounds from the street, recorded by me a long time ago. For some reason, I loved to record this on my dictaphone, it calmed me down very much sometimes. Fallen sheets of paper │ Bad Taste │ Wandering Down a Dark Street — I combined them because they are closely related to the moments during reflection when I spent my time walking through the dark streets. I very often paid attention to small details like falling sheets of paper with ads, or a bad smell passing through garbage containers. That’s when I got the idea to create all this, which I did afterwards. - STAGE 2: From 2020 to 2022-2023, I was completely immersed in nostalgia. During this time, I felt amazing, as if I had really returned to that time. But if we draw an analogy with drugs, then after pleasure comes a very bad effect, as with such a long nostalgic journey. You start belittling the present, thinking that the past was better, but it’s not. Our brain removes bad memories, leaving only the best ones. This part of the album talks about the loss of memories of the past, about places that you saw once upon a time, but they either began to turn into something cloudy or into emptiness. Exit_2009y. — You have come to your old house where you once lived, but there is no one there, only emptiness, loneliness and loss. Except for the white space outside the window, which penetrates into the house, exposing it. You just walk around and try to figure out how you got there, why and why. But there is no way out. It’s like you’re trapped in your thoughts forever, and you feel like you’re starting to go crazy... Dsc00349 — ...After spending a lot of time in the imprisoned house, everything around began to be greatly distorted and as if things began to disappear. You start to destruction. The light that only illuminated everything inside began to gradually absorb everything that is there. But there’s nothing you can do about it, just look at the hopelessness of the situation and wait... — ...END. The light completely engulfed the house, as a result of which it began to crumble into pieces, flying away into the boundless white void. You stop feeling anything, only a white noise sweeps through your head. Your mind is starting to completely collapse. There is nothing left of you, as if you have become a part of this white void. - STAGE 3: I like to imagine crazy things from outer space in my head, which can sometimes drive me crazy with their scale and strangeness. This part is some kind of spacecraft recordings. Mysterious sounds from the surface of Jupiter — You are on a flight to Jupiter, but due to mistakes you found yourself too close to the planet and its gravity began to attract you. Your ship cannot take off, so you have to look out the window, waiting for death. If you are familiar with astronomy, you know that a strong wind blows on Jupiter at about 600 km/h. This wind can be heard in this song. The Signal of a Bygone Galaxy Hd1 — Looking at the stars, most people think that they see their present, but in fact the light from them reaches us late, so if some star explodes, then we will not see it soon. It’s the same with galaxies. This means that when we look into space, we only see the past, what these space objects looked like before. The HD1 galaxy is considered one of the most distant and oldest galaxies, so it can be considered dead, like most of the visible universe. This recording is the cry of this distant galaxy. - Timecode: 0:00 - You’re Finally Here 2:32 - Fallen sheets of paper 5:41 - Bad Taste 10:09 - Wandering Down a Dark Street 15:50 - Exit_2009y. 18:39 - Dsc00349 20:08 - 22:57 - Mysterious sounds from the surface of Jupiter 40:25 - The Signal of a Bygone Galaxy Hd1 Available on: (Currently available only on Soundcloud, but it will be available on other platforms soon) Soundcloud: Album release date: 02-02-2024 Genre: ambient, ,dark ambient, noise, dreamcore, anemoiacore Written by Vee Flower Music by Vee Flower Produced, Mixed & Mastered by Vee Flower #music #noise #ambient #dreamcore