Seconds Ago - Soul Sick (Official Video)

All social media: @secondsagosd All streaming platforms in this link Mixed/mastered by Jeff Dunne Video shot and edited by Chris Echols Lyrics: Anxiety keeps me inside Like I’m trapped within, it’s all the time Im ashamed to call myself okay ’Cause the truth lies too when I’m insane My mind’s been kept by ball and chain I wish something could take me now Dysphoria inside I melt Break me in two parts so I could feel something. I’m living alone And my pain’s become my home Take me by stone Self hatred is all I’ve ever known I wear a mask But it’s two faced And one of them can not be erased A Fragile being I live with a crooked spine It’s not by choice It’s all in my fucking mind I wear a mask But it’s two faced And one of them can not be erased A Fragile being I live with a crooked spine It’s not by choice It’s all in my fucking mind I struggle with these things in my mind Can’t break the seal of demise The walls are closing in My lungs inhale the breath of fear But it doesn’t really matter There’s a demon living inside Hell’s above and I can’t find a place to hide I’m living alone And my pain’s become my home Take me by stone Self hatred is all I’ve ever known I’ll never take the throne Because here inside it’s found a home To breathe again is all I wish Due to anxiety I’m in a ditch All I know is that I won’t get out ’Cause death by fear is not a doubt If there’s a way to feel again I’ll be too full of medicine