Текст с Bandcamp’а:
“energetic imprints of a tattered past manifest as apparition. nonexistent voices sound clearly and the presence of an untouchable figure is formed. agony and shame echo in the heart as a faultless tragedy.
i. looking.
it’s too much to see you ; to feel what you are.
and all i think about when i’m around you
is just how lovely you are.
why does it hurt when i’m around?
why do i look down?
ii. feeling.
it feels like before.
before i knew words.
pretend like i haven’t heard.
as if i’ve never heard.
pretend i know what to feel.
pretend i know how to feel.
pretend i can no longer feel.
iii. floating.
something floating above.
cross my eyes to see it right.
you might think.
i always do.
ask yourself what is right.
ask me.
i can’t tell sometimes.
you might think.
i always do.
iv. lost.
let’s play together forever.
you are lost.
did you try?
did you want it?
is this what you thought?
i didn’t try.
and now you’re lost.
v. rooms.
every single heart
in that chambered hall
echo in my soul.
can’t let it out
until i go home.
watch me cry.
feel my pain.
i have to let it out.
can’t let it out
until i go home.
released October 30, 2018
all word and sound by yujin13.
blessed be the light and all it shines upon.
lux et vitae | sapientia in tenebris“