Ninety Miles

Ninety miles Written by EmiSunshine Alisha Hamilton Video by EmiSunshine Do you think I’m crazy is there something wrong with me? I don’t mean to be angry. I ain’t trying to be. Oh’ my hearts a racing 90 miles down the street Oh’ I’m sitting still But everything’s moving but my feet Chorus But I’m sitting in your classroom I’m in your Pew at Church You think my mama aught to spank me A little discipline might work You see me in the grocery with my head between my knees. Tell me do you think I’m crazy? Is there something wrong with me? I know my family loves me but I can’t even say it back. I can’t even let them hug me. It’s an emotion that I lack I see the way they suffer and they know I suffer too. If there’s joy I just can’t share it, Even if I wanted to. The kids don’t want to play with me. They think that I’m a freak. I know they talk about me. I can hear and I can see. Oh’ I long to have a friend just be beside me. I might not talk to him but at least he’ll talk to me. They say that I’m disabled that my problems make me weak. But I think that in my weakness I could find a little strength. If people didn’t look right through me I believe that they might see some good or some worth some love inside of me. Oh I’m sitting still But everything’s movin but my feet.