Original composition by Goth/Black Metal band Spiked Crib of Mumbai.
Lyrics:
Heavenly dawn, tragic noon,
Evil November, memories astute,
Raw wounds
reflect her smile,
A smile unseen, fake and futile.
The rose she promised me
was thorned,
It slit my heart to the last micron,
That rusty voice still
rings in my ears,
With my every tear she yelps and jeers.
Drowned in this
forlorn evening I lay,
On my couch for deep slumber I pray,
When deep inside
me I feel the weight,
Of my wasted trust betrayed.
Inane days all spent lying
await,
To see her seal my fragile fate,
Into another desire, only to
perturb
The demon in me, my soul to disturb.
I aint no master, no
martinet,
To chain you to me like a bracelet,
And watch you taint to me in my
undug grave,
Or be a helpless prisoner, your cadaver to enslave!
Yet your
freedom I see you exploit,
Scream and wail, I stay sitting here quiet,
I
still smiled as you aimed and pierced,
The lance of parting, in a style
rehearsed.
Surely you will some day look back my girl,
And see how it gets
all empty and dull,
When one takes your love for granted and strays,
Idly
rambling, to the chapel I make my way,
I look up to the alter, where Id make
you my bride,
A my hand in my pocket, a pod of cyanide,
I denied you death
and showered my dark love,
And now on my tender heart, these thorns you
bestow.
Returning home to my dark sanctuary,
I pray for this hour to get
past me,
The moaning in me has changed to a hum,
A sad song of winter, of
darkness and glum.
I wish to see you once before my body dies,
Before this
soul forever laments and cries.
Come before I leave this world, so pure,
So I
can look upon my succubus and love forever fear
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