Slowly rotting in this dreadful existence is the seventh track on my upcoming album suicidal and forgotten.
filled with depressive riffs, wailing shrieks, piercing vocals and haunting clean guitars
lyrics:
Every night I remember
The nights that felt so alive
I remember each time
We’d smile even on the coldest days
Now I look in the broken mirror
And see how far we’ve drifted…
I don’t care how much
I have to move on
I want to feel this pain
So time can tell you my wounds
Will only get deeper
Because I’d rather feel this pain
Feeling of sorrow of bittersweet nostalgia
Than to feel nothing at
...all
When I think of you
So this will be a painful reminder
For me to never get close again
Every tear with the scent of you
Brings me back
I press my face tight against the pillow
The shape of our undying memories
Torments me to this day
I think
I have utterly broken down
Once again
I guess we will see each other
On the other side
I hope in time you will
No longer hate me
I’m tired, exhausted
Dwelling with every thought
Tying me to this ground
Under the merciless shadow of self regret
Even the ghost of you
Stains my memories
Replay each elegy
I have ever written
And I will slowly rot
But you will never know
And you will never know my hurt
Or the memories that still haunts me
As I struggle to sleep at night
Please come back…
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released July 7, 2023Show more