Heavensgate - Ginsick

l LYRICS: Heaven came burning down, As I saw myself dissolve through her eyes. Reverberations through her tired sighs. So, what is left? A form of nostalgia? A heartbreak to be proud of? At the loss of bliss, I struggle to find another way out of this. Without having to admit to myself, That I’m a piece of shit. Loveless, trying to dissect my ego. It’s hopeless. She’s sleeping safe through the night, So why do I feel so shit inside? I’m so fucking sorry, I know you were hurting. I know your heart’s healing, I’m glad that you got away. At the loss of bliss, I struggle to find another way out of this. Without having to admit to myself, That I’m a piece of shit. Loveless, trying to dissect. Or live in shame and die alone. It’s hopeless. These lonely sheets still strangle, I’m so cold, But I refuse to poison our home. No. Oh, my darling, I see you now, In thunder clouds on the horizon, I find myself in adoration now. Eyes shining chaotic like lightning. I’m so sorry. The salt from your tears burnt straight through my skin. You’d sneak me in, And we’d pretend I’d stay in your bed when the sun came, But I’d just run again. I never deserved you. I was so young, and it felt like the world was caving in. I’m so fucking sorry, just know that I love you still.