tall order

You see nothing with your eyes wide open You’ve never been so close to see the end Though you’ll never treat me like a lover I’ll be always there to rise your head It’s a tall order to be in the right place But I’m trying x1000..... I’m really trying There’s no reaction You’re just abandoned here And I can’t stop blaming myself For being unable to help Taking inspiration of your sadness Is the worst thing I have ever done to you Pulling out each fragment of your madness I’ll never understand how d