Directed/Produced/Edited/Colored: Nathan Sexton
AD: Mason Johnston
Cast: Sophie Kamanski, Tessa Kamanski, Emerson Hardy, Mason Johnston
Shot in: Bozeman, MT
Special thank you to the Kamanski family ❤️
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Song Details:
Written by: Caelin, Christina Cavazos, Walker Lukens
Produced by: Walker Lukens
Engineered by: Adam Mason
Mixed and Mastered by: Misha Hercules
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Lyrics:
I’m kind of really scared that you ruined this for me
My heart of gold has turned to coal and all that’s left is the debris
The garden that we planted turned out to be my grave
And now I’m paralyzed with fear,
What happens if I can’t escape
Getting buried alive is not what keeps me up at night
Or that 16 was ten whole years ago and time is flying by
Death doesn’t scare me cause I know it’s not the end
I’m more afraid that after you I won’t ever love again
It’s been so long since I’ve seen you
I wish I was doing fine
Wish it was warm, wish I was home,
I wish you weren’t always on my mind
But if I’m being honest
Nothing’s been the same,
Since you came and since you left
Like a goddamn hurricane
Cause I could take the water, the ocean, 10 feet high,
give me thunder, give me lightning, you knew I would stand by
It doesn’t scare me cause I know it’s not the end
I guess I’m more afraid that after you I won’t ever love again,
Will I ever love again?
Will I sleep alone until I die,
or find somebody else to stay the night
Swallow all the fear, and let it kill me from inside
that i’m nothing like I was
Their eyes are nothing like your eyes
Will I ever , will I ever, will I ever, love again?