are you happy to be alive?

me: how do people do vent i’m already frustrated at it china: they do it in a day and within hours and normally THEY DONT DO 2MINS #storyofmylife QUOTES (if you couldn’t read it from the video or idk) - Are you happy to be alive? - I don’t know -You go to such extremes to avoid first contact, are you afraid of connecting with other people? - I’m afraid of other people hating me - Do you hate feeling lonely? - I don’t like it - Humans can never banish their loneliness for good, because being human means being alone - I don’t want to be alone.. anymore - You’re not happy, are you? - I hate myself, I’m a gutless, hypocritical, wimpy coward - I’m worthless, I want to be worth something - Worth enough so no one will abandon me, so they’ll care about me - Humans constantly feel pain in their hearts, because the heart is so sensitive to pain humans also feel that to live is to suffer - You never even loved yourself -You’re afraid of failure, aren’t you? - You’re all you have and you never ever learned to like yourself - You’re afraid that people won’t love you, aren’t you? - I don’t want to hear this - Don’t leave me alone, don’t abandon me. Please care about me - Did you hate people? - I did hate my father - Will you be alright? - I still don’t know where my happiness lies _____________________________________________________________ inspiration: song: anime: