$UICIDEBOY$ - EULOGY (Lyric Video)

Official Lyric Video for “EULOGY” by $uicideboy$ Follow $uicideboy$ Instagram: Facebook: Twitter: [VERSE I: Lil Hearse] 3 AM drinking with this pistol on my lap six medications guess there ain’t no fixing that it’s that broken mother fucker knuckling til I relapse if I die they might cry til they inherit my stacks cold fucking world, tell me what’s the word? only time I speak my heart is when the message come out slurred people pleasing always eager to fix a motherfuckers problems leave me at the bottom more comfortable with gomorrah and sodom i chew on fent and rot my teeth all for moments of peace and slow heart beats got offered a God I dissed who gon save me? all I could do was laugh and say “c’est la vie“ woe is me I know you get the picture this type of pain will earn you seven figures check my DNA my RNA come with predictors this shit is scripture and for what I got there’s no elixirs feel like I’m not enough find myself playing my dad like Honey Boy and Shia LeBeouf my mama crying as she watch the clock text my bro I love him even though he got my number blocked i would give up everything to see my brothers clean no second thoughts it’s fuck the cost or take me leave ’em be take my money say you love me even if it’s lies that connections so depressing but it’s all i got [HOOK: Lil Hearse] when i die just play this fuckin song i was never meant for this been torture just to carry on couple coupes, lotta zeroes, and a couple homes none of it did shit for me cock the pistol now i’m- [VERSE II: Oddy Nuff da Snow Leopard] head in the clouds it looks like it might rain again always holding back tears it’s how i manage to pay the rent pay the bills place the bet so i don’t have to chase the check verified through $UICIDE the glitz and glamour came and went wash my fucking soul and still that one stain is kept i just wanna be loved the root of all my pain except the type that come with age in death i can finally lay and rest i’m owed a little peace and i’m ready to erase the debt i never planned on showing the world the face that hides behind the mask i always thought the last thing i would hear would be the gun’s blast filling the black hole in my chest with sex and drugs but it never lasts it never lasts shit two years ago big pharma should’ve just cashed me out now i got a deviated septum ima just rat me out pat me down ask me how i’m still depressed all they see is my set all they see is lack of debt all they see is what they wanna see calling me a wanna be i don’t wanna be in misery exit the pharmacy get a girl i wanna see i wanna see how hard i bleed when she rips out my fucking heart enter the pharmacy i’m a private person and take pride in my verses fuck your whole opinion i don’t care if it worsens i’ll ruin my reputation and make sure it’s on purpose fuck this shit [HOOK: Oddy Nuff da Snow Leopard] when i die just play this fucking song i was never meant for this been torture just to carry on couple coupes, a lot of zeroes, and a couple homes none of it did shit for me cock the pistol and now i’m-