tiLLie: lose my mind (official video)

directed by Erik Rojas make up by Fara Dene song: socals: @whoistiLLie lyrics: everyone says take a breath sometime soon it has to get better i smile and nod my head but what if this changes me forever? so what if i lose my mind? (FUCK IT) what if i like the way it feels? when im on the other side of letting the pain just take the wheel im sick of hiding that im not okay when I cant even hit the breaks so what if i lose my mind? V2 new year, fresh start, i cleared my head turn around and my brothers dead then my aunt, then my uncle what the heck, we’ll throw in two beloved pets up next, my first record deal, called it a saving grace turns out just a slap in the face, man, i remember that taste now my sisters in the hospital again, broken collarbone, another gun to her head. And my best friend confessed that That he can’t put down the bottle that put my brother to rest. God im only human, and i can’t fucking cope. and sometimes i think the only way ill