I FAILED miserably so many times (being an unrealistic person)

This video is sponsored by Milanote. Sign up to Milanote for free with no time-limit: Buy my book OKAY DAYS: Blackwells (FREE WORLDWIDE SHIPPING): Amazon: Waterstones: : Shop My Wardrobe: Shop My Jewellery: I’ve always had stupid dreams, and for some reason, whenever one of these new over the top dreams pop up in my head, they don’t feel stupid. They absolutely sound sane and reasonable. Like why shouldn’t I publish a novel, or why shouldn’t I sell everything and move to Berlin, or you know becoming a youtuber, how hard can it be. As it turns out: very very hard. Not realistic at all. Anyway i have been thinki