Roman Vendy - holding onto you (Audio)

this one is for my fellow libra placements this song is kind of about growing up, but also about the conflict that arises between two personalities you keep inside: the one you have almost lost, and the one you have not yet gained. you’re in a kind of limbo. you realize that you are rotting from the head, but you prefer to hold on to something that promises at least some kind of safety in your thoughts. at the same time, you can’t suppress a new part of yourself and again you just feel bad by stucking in between. and only after a while, you find the strength to finally “fuck you“ the past self and... it still do not feels great but you reached for some relief. lyrics: here i am in your face thinking of the nasty word to say so unhinged in this grace i’ve had enough to blindly chase after you after you, yeah it’s true i’ve been holding onto you production, lyrics, vocal performance and mixing by me