Aburden - Without Me

You’re the one that’s keeping me underwater, While I drown, you tell me it’s all my fault, Waiting for the day you just swallow me whole, I always thought this was meant to be home. What happened to home? So let me piece this all together, How am I supposed to feel, When you abandon my apologies, My regrets, the guilt you find so attractive, [So attract to me, is this what I’m supposed to believe] I guess I’ll wash away unclean, Until you finally utter my name. You feel in love with my desperation, Hoping you don’t fall into my depression, The comfort and regret of losing you, I can’t explain myself, Don’t know what the fuck I am trying to do. [So] So let me see what’s on your mind, Don’t tell me what’s on my mind [Just don’t tell me what’s on mine] [Just] Just to see what’s on your mind, Don’t tell me what’s on my mind [Just don’t tell me what’s on mine] So I can’t make up my mind, Whether to beg or call, I can’t even look up you name. I can’t forget the words you always told me, That you would “fade away without me.“ [So] So let me see what’s on your mind, Don’t tell me what’s on my mind [Just don’t tell me what’s on mine] [Just] Just to see what’s on your mind, Don’t tell me what’s on my mind [Just don’t tell me what’s on mine] I found a message in a bottle, It made me think of you, Sitting on my bedroom floor, I guess I don’t know you anymore. ________________________________