Everyday
Everyday I’m learning the sky
Sometimes it’s grey, sometimes it’s sunshine
Sometimes it’s darkness, surrounded by stars
I’m burning this darkness with tones of grass.
Everyday I’m counting clouds -
Don’t think I’ve run from mental house.
I am counting cos I like them
Like me they are flying away from this land.
Everyday is a day I want to understand
It’s normal but it makes me mad.
Everyday is simply a gap
I fullfil this gap with another drug.
Everyday irritates
When flyers are the only roommates.
Everyday or is it a day in a life
Where sooner or later I’m going to die…?
Everyday I wake up,
I go to streets,
I meet people, dog cars, cats, insects,
And all other alive things
and no one cares
What I’m doing everyday
What shit is on my mind
And what is fucking my brain?
Well, I tell you beat bit
What I’m doing:
Everyday I do sleep
I do eat
I do shit
I do it badly
I do it will
I do it
I do it like I was born in hell
Everyday I do sings, I believe in
And you know what I don’t do everyday?
Everyday I don’t kill!
And one more thing about everyday
Everyday I’ve got less control
But more things to make me alone.
Everyday is an internal song
Who internal words and endless thoughts.
But everyday I am waiting for tonight
Where I’m going to forget the shit of daylight