i was only temporary 2 u | 1 hour playlist

hi, i made all of these songs. 0:00 1. i was only temporary 2 u 1:35 2. butterfly effect 2:35 3. miserable paradise (slowed) 4:19 4. let me go w/ Miranda rain 6:06 5. homesick 7:20 6. u forgot im a person too 9:09 7. she became my atlas 10:14 8. keep me close w/ Miranda Rain 12:00 9. the funeral 14:24 10. hell is other people 15:43 11. lost 17:25 12. again, 19:22 13. i wish i was special 21:03 14. tomorrow never comes 23:24 15. from one, many 24:35 16. in the end w/ Miranda Rain 26:00 17. into the fray 27:31 18. waste away 29:06 19. i don’t feel anything anymore super slowed 31:31 20. there’s nobody like me 33:00 21. my idle plot to disappear completely 35:30 22. i don’t know w/ Miranda Rain 37:25 23. how it ends 39:19 24. the first time we kissed 41:43 25. save yourself (from 2018) 46:00 26. 7AM 48:00 27. this will destroy me 49:20 28. picture of you 51:42 29. camcorder (ambient vol.2) (from 2019) 53:33 30. mourning (nothing is real, part XII) (from 2021) 56:40 31. what am i to do? (nothing is real, part VI) (from 2019) _thanks for all the support of my song “ i was only temporary “ ____here is my lore/the story of “nothing is real“ for anyone who wishes to read about it. ↪ ___all my links ↪ ___⚠⚠⚠(9 hour playlist) (nothing is real) my BEST songs only ↪ ____11 hour playlist of my songs like “i was only temporary“ ↪ not that it matters, but every sound in all my music is made by myself! all instruments, vocals etc; performed, mixed/mastered and recorded live at home. perhaps one day in my old age, i will make videos playing my instruments, but i’ve always found it a bit pointless and show-off’y. music is something we hear, i never really cared to watch it happen. i like to enjoy music with my eyes closed in bed, drifting away thinking about my life, my future. i don’t say this to put anyone down who needs help making music, but i just wanted to say it to hopefully inspire. i have zero music training, i don’t know theory, or anything like that. it’s not like i hold any authority, music is subjective. there may be someone reading this laughing saying “who does this guy think he is? this music is bad!) to that i say, well. there seem to be a growing amount here that also like this music, so i will leave it at that. anyways, i just really love music and it’s the only thing that makes me feel like i have a purpose. i spend all day everyday making new music. 90% of it is never released. thanks for listening. more on the way, always.